

sometimes.. i feeling like asking myself... are u a GOOD or a BAD gal? hmmm.. wondering.. Do any of u still have curfews? YES FOR ME! I, SzeKee, who is nearly 20 years old soon.. HAVE IT.. kinda funny.. kinda weird... when i trying to have fun.. to PLEASE MYSELF.. (enjoying my life to the fullest) and of cos..please my supervisor and boss.. on the other hand.. HAVE TO FIRST.. PLEASE MY SISTER.. and pray that she WONT report all these to my PARENTS.. she sms me things such as.. "Don't push me to the limit.".. "i can suggest to parents to let u travel to and from malaysia during ur itp".. "i'm going to report to parents tomorrow, take cab home now!".. -.-! sooo wat now? should i knock on her door now to QUARREL with her? ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha.. i'm not this kind of person.. i LOVE my family.. i DON'T like quarreling with them.. if they really wanna scold or quarrel.. i will keep QUIET.. well, tat's the only time i'm quiet.. surprise? but ya.. i'm like tat.. ONCE.. recently in AUSSIE... SANJIE quarrel with me..and i say NOTHING.. she get MORE ANGRY.. asking me.. WHY U DUN WAN ANSWER ME? i say.. IT'S POINTLESS.. lol.. discharge by frustration..xD! blaw.. but well.. i got my own reasons.. knowing it all in my heart and mind.. i need not tell them.. tell them.. they will say.. NO.. IT'S NOT LIKE TAT.. and in the end they will somehow say till they WIN.. i still at the LOST side ar.. ALWAYS..& i DONT like.. but WHAT TO DO? i'm the SMALLEST, YOUNGEST in the family.. in their eyes.. they are always right.. cos they been thru.. my MUM even just told me.. ERJIE can go clubbing and play cos her results are good.. and u cant.. cos ur one is not as good..-.- WTH..! okie.. i keep quiet.. but my heart and mind is like *scolding* HER.. okie.. shall end here.. and keep COoOoOoOoOoOoL.. i guess..no more outings.. =(!
there's sooo much to say.. but i just have no mood..GOSH!!





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